KFC makes me think about our first date last year

Melon, ni zai zuo shen me ne? Did you miss me? Yesterday I was sitting in KFC. It makes me remind the first time we met in Jiangmen last year, since after that, I like KFC more than before. I have deep memory for sharing the ice-cream with you there. Melon, I really care every moment we can be with each other.Please don't flirt with another girls,because that looks like I'm being cheated.. Do you know I don't worry something else just afraid you're gone? That day I read your IPad, you talked with Eli to say "I think I want Kat's back.". When I read that conversations, I couldn't help my tears. Melon, can you tell me that was true and very serious?!! I'm sorry I always did those get through things...I know you hate me to do that. That's because I wanted to stop the other girls out of us. It would be ruin our relationship. Please think about that, if you thought you lost me, then why you had that feeling and you still keep hiding flirting girls in your wechat? When you asked me come back, did you tell yourself you should be take a responsble to be better make up, to instead of giving up for easily? I have no certificate to close your eyes to look at those girls, but I'm a human-being with blood and soul, when you asked me back that day, at least the God was listening to your calling up and my heart. If that is the God's consecrating, why you always show me your gelid heart? Is it because I always compromised you so make you feel I'm the one so easy to be bully screwed over? I've also looked you safe lots of pictures of mine. Melon, I know you always did things without saying to me. But as you said, "not good at reading mind." So, I don't want to complain, complain is pessimism attitude of life. I'm not that kind people. I wish you were here right now and tell me again the God is listening to the reason of why you asked me back, not just saying.