The first day you'll leave me for a long time this year. I wasn't used to be in alone without you. I cried at night yesterday. Becoz I start to miss you . It was so silent at home when I slept in the bedroom. 2 people to 1 instead... I want you back. It seems you just hope to leave without saying goodbye. Nothing of me is valuable for you. Even that I bought gifts , you thought I was a stupid to waste money, not respect you. But why not you said thanks by a sweet experssion? Why have to complain me by all thing I do? Do you know when I heard you said you back to the US, I couldn't fall asleep, and I told myself to get downstairs to buy gift to niece and nephew? If I have more time to get ready, I could buy gifts to your mom and dad, sisters and their husband.. Please say sorry to them. I know, even I do more efforts, you never see and feel, but changing that you said I'm a dumb girl, stupid. No matter, if I'm the stupid in your eyes, and no one can replace, I would like to be that one. People say in love, especially who is paying true love will be silly. Yes that's who I am. You make me like to do everything for you.
I know you've back to the US and you won't get suffer with me like in China. You should be so happy. Until now, I've left message on your wechat. I've wrote you a short letter by your luggage yesterday morning. I guess you just want to keep silent and don't wanna talk to me. Perhaps you're too busy. Just I remember last year, when you stoped in Seattle you still informed me. But now, you WON you WON.. My heart is so break of all things bearing by writing with this website and seems I'm talking to the wall. No matter if you see and read. I would keep writing as life novel. The story result would never stop but downloading the days for I love you. Miss you and love you every.
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