July. 8th

This morning 7:15am, when I opened my eyes, so surprise to see you write me a comment. Suddenly I felt touching in tears. I was lying on the bed and counting down the days you back to China, There are 39 days. Aug.16th, that was the first date we met up in 2014.That date is so deep memory in my life... Time flies, after 39 days, we will already be together 2 years. Yup, these 2 years, we started coming across on the site, then trying to know each other, till to get closer and live together. I've been keeping loyaly to you is because I affirm you are whole of my life. Even in parting from you now, I can't changing my heart. You are the only one I love forever.Even if you mad about me, you don't talk to me, you drive me from the apartment, say I'm a mental girl, acted violence. I still never shift my feeling for you. So strange... Such as you said you appreciated that is me. Yes, if that was another girl, most people says she's left...These 2 years I learned a lot from our relationship. I hope we can help each other to grow up in this relationship. I hope we can encourage each other when in difficult time. But you said we don't have same culture , personality, OK, I can't mind and may be this is the point what makes me struggling and stronger. Actually, I hate you always tell me that word CONFUSED, every time this word looks like an explain, isn't it? I know you've also tried to give me your heart. I like the flower you bought to me , I like you decorated the apartment, I like you made plans for me, I like you took me to some spots together, I like you teasing me. I like you secretly saved my pictures. I like you called me xiao pi gu. A lot A lot. Better than no talking and no smiles. All of these chapters has been noted down in my book. If you say this is CONFUSED, then won't it draw more attention to the reader's heart? It will be such this challenging book?