We had a big fight for a killing day

It's been a long time i didn't wrote anything...
So lazy and stuck head...
I was made a big screw up last weekend...
Just because I was mean to Kevin, after he made angry face to me, and next day he thought I locked him outside. Then... he locked me indoor without saying anything... He was back next morning, because I need to work on Saturday.The whole night... just a nightmare for me... and then he came back and slept and had hang over...Until the morning, we had a big argue and fight. So Saturday, we almost no more talking. I didn't like to answer his any questions. I felt very bad mood and upset. Why!!!??? Indeed, he had mistake, but he didn't say sorry to me , but need I suffer from this injustice.. . It's really unfair every time.:(((
So the problem just kept bigger and bigger... I felt so unhappy, and then went to meet Seven, sleep in her apartment.Then Sunday, I was back home... I can bear my bad feeling without Kevin's attitude. I made the 2nd explode. Finally, we had a bad weekend. The bottom line is he said we're over:((( he also sent message to my sister. OMG!!! it is a really tough memory for this me and man!!! What's wrong with this man??? And he becomes so wicked!!!! I really want to open his mind and heart!!! I can't believe that's him today!!! I can't remember how much I cry!!!