Tough days

Hooray! Finally the money has been back!! RMB10218!! It is another tough day, keep to make appointment with the landlord to look apartment, make sure everything is safety for without minus the money; keep to call the agent to make sure pay back money; keep to call Kevin to explain details without misunderstanding, keep to call driver how to go to the angent's office... Seems lots of little troubles killing my time. Why?? That's the life I am having? The unlucky thing is, I didn't have a good time in the long holiday this year. Went to Guanzhou, but had bad fight with sister... She got crazy mad. Back to Jiangmen, had parents mad pressure asking when I have a result with Kevin, had Kevin got heavy cold and went to hospital with him.He also mad about the doctor, Chinese progress, culture...What about me??? Can someone care about me by a relaxing day? Why everyone around me get crazy mad so easy??? But I'm the only one keep doing a lot ... So stressful. I really feel tired too. I have to find somewhere to express myself, shout out!! Who is listening to me?? God! I pray for myself in front of you, can you hear me?? These days, I hope I could take a rest, but why I couldn't deserve...?? Am I do something wrong?? From these days, I really figure out the important word in Chinese "忍". I have to think about this word before I do every decision. In this moment, I feel afraid to ruin or lose more when do fight and argue with anyone of them .Please guide me , I will try to learn how to get better with them. Hopefully, you forgive me every time when I'm wrong..