The last day of 2015

It is quite a lot of feelings. But I'm just babysitting now for celebrating with myself. Oh,I don't want to do something else, because I would like to think about what should I do for the new year. I want to make a new plan. Good luck for everything. Such as I say goodbye for this whole year . This year , my melon make me come to shenzhen , and just keep for hurry works, lots of mix feeling, but I need to say thank you. I also thanks my parents and everyone support me.

Skype with Kevin's daddy

It is the first time to meet and talk to your dad , since I've been known you for long time.

I Won't Give Up Lyrics

from Love Is A Four Letter Word

 Love Is A Four Letter Word Other Album Songs

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• 1 The Freedom Song
• 2 Living In The Moment
• 3 The Woman I Love
• 4 I Won't Give Up
• 5 I Won't Give Up
• 6 5/6
• 7 Everything Is Sound
• 8 93 Million Miles
• 9 Frank D. Fixer
• 10 Who's Thinking About You Now?
• 11 Who's Thinking About You Now?
• 12 In Your Hands
• 13 Be Honest
• 14 The World As I See It

Music Video

"I Won't Give Up" is track #5 on the album Love Is A Four Letter Word. It was written by Michael Lee Natter, Jason Thomas Mraz.

SUBMIT CORRECTIONS CANCEL

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night skies
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space, to do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting, to see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not and who I am

I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up

Songwriters
MICHAEL LEE NATTER, JASON THOMAS MRAZ

Read more: Jason Mraz - I Won’t Give Up Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

Sorry KKxk home, it's been 20 days I didn't come to write my diary...lazy me...But today I have to mark down my mood and remember this hurry trip, first drunk, special camping, music festival. The interesting is because we didn't get on the private bus so we save a little bit money for getting a better wild experience. Lol... So valuable day to have this moment with my snowman Kevin and my best girlfriend Seven. Indeed we was stuck at the beginning, but after arriving to the iD Art Town, all of us felt ecstatically :)))) Woah!!! There're lots of graffiti!!! I love to see them on the wall. It's kind of can make this original disusing area become more beautiful & gorgeous!!! Ai ya!! I can't wait for put my design, sign my big name together with them:))) But I still need to practices. Yes I need practices that what I love the graffiti!! Let me sleep here and the cloud moving above my head, but no drunk:((( I fear drunk, did a first time drunk and hungover...the moment such as I go into another world which only myself there, my body was apart by my soul. lost who care about me and they leave... I need to get out of the hell, I need to see my lover, family, best friend in person. I don't like to be alone.

We had a big fight for a killing day

It's been a long time i didn't wrote anything...
So lazy and stuck head...
I was made a big screw up last weekend...
Just because I was mean to Kevin, after he made angry face to me, and next day he thought I locked him outside. Then... he locked me indoor without saying anything... He was back next morning, because I need to work on Saturday.The whole night... just a nightmare for me... and then he came back and slept and had hang over...Until the morning, we had a big argue and fight. So Saturday, we almost no more talking. I didn't like to answer his any questions. I felt very bad mood and upset. Why!!!??? Indeed, he had mistake, but he didn't say sorry to me , but need I suffer from this injustice.. . It's really unfair every time.:(((
So the problem just kept bigger and bigger... I felt so unhappy, and then went to meet Seven, sleep in her apartment.Then Sunday, I was back home... I can bear my bad feeling without Kevin's attitude. I made the 2nd explode. Finally, we had a bad weekend. The bottom line is he said we're over:((( he also sent message to my sister. OMG!!! it is a really tough memory for this me and man!!! What's wrong with this man??? And he becomes so wicked!!!! I really want to open his mind and heart!!! I can't believe that's him today!!! I can't remember how much I cry!!!

The weather is getting cold now, feels like the beginning of winter, but it is fall.Anyway, I like it makes us stick together to warm each other :)))) After the weekend, I feel really good with Kevin now. I hope we can keep this moment. Now, we can have lots of things talk , and we discuss what kind of food for lunch, dinner better, such as the pizza, dumpling, noodles, new choices, and he pay for me. Then we have movie together indoor, play candy crush,go shopping. When we have space, we will do private things , I draw my anime picture, he look for his internet store. We won't disturb each other then with a silence balance.

Happy weekend! Wow!! Kept so busy , but looks I had a good time. It's been a long time not feel as happy as this. Kevin is also being so nice to me now. We start to get better talking, and try to ignore the mistake with each other.That makes our relationship recover a bit.What made us busy? Haha, Kevin bought me a washer so that I could clean a batch of clothes which we kept for 2 weeks:))) Sounds unbelievable, 2 weeks dirty clothes. Lol. I also swept and mop the whole floor, clean all the cupboard, table, closet, Kevin's shoes...OMG! I still remember I kill over 10 cockroaches, so so so horrible! 

On Sunday,non stop happy busy :))) We had China Telecom guys came to fix up internet, kitchen fan guys sent us a new one, security guy came to look for a moment, and landlord came for a care and help. We went to buy a new sofa, set up the 3D TV again, decorated the living room, made some tea, put the rug and birdnest chair for little lounge, I drew anime wall with my art style.Then made the little spot more creative and art style.

Tough days

Hooray! Finally the money has been back!! RMB10218!! It is another tough day, keep to make appointment with the landlord to look apartment, make sure everything is safety for without minus the money; keep to call the agent to make sure pay back money; keep to call Kevin to explain details without misunderstanding, keep to call driver how to go to the angent's office... Seems lots of little troubles killing my time. Why?? That's the life I am having? The unlucky thing is, I didn't have a good time in the long holiday this year. Went to Guanzhou, but had bad fight with sister... She got crazy mad. Back to Jiangmen, had parents mad pressure asking when I have a result with Kevin, had Kevin got heavy cold and went to hospital with him.He also mad about the doctor, Chinese progress, culture...What about me??? Can someone care about me by a relaxing day? Why everyone around me get crazy mad so easy??? But I'm the only one keep doing a lot ... So stressful. I really feel tired too. I have to find somewhere to express myself, shout out!! Who is listening to me?? God! I pray for myself in front of you, can you hear me?? These days, I hope I could take a rest, but why I couldn't deserve...?? Am I do something wrong?? From these days, I really figure out the important word in Chinese "忍". I have to think about this word before I do every decision. In this moment, I feel afraid to ruin or lose more when do fight and argue with anyone of them .Please guide me , I will try to learn how to get better with them. Hopefully, you forgive me every time when I'm wrong..

Finally, after some days searching, I found this Blogger is free for writing diary and it can show English set up, articles. Most of them need to pay money, and can't open in China. I hope this one will help me. Because I really want to find a website to take record of my kevin and myself everyday. it is the story about our life.Thanks, Eblogger!