Well, a new month starting. Ya, time fast, time heals. I've felt a lit bit more peaceful than last damn month. I duno how about you. Yesterday Andre has post the new apartment photos to wechat, and he is going to find a new roomate to share the room.I duno what can I do but there must be nothing I can do. So I just hope to share the contact and expect someone see that.
Today, my mum finaly asked me why we have to apart. I bearly not gonna answer her. But for avoid her worries, and keeping ask, I said I did something make Kevin back to America.. I told her if I can't get what I have,I can't allow someone else have. That's me. Actually, I still feel pain for talking that with comming tears. But I bear my tears in eyes because I want to put this in my heart. I don't want to talk more by upset. I know that must be upset your parents too.
Hopefully I still can write my diary here to instead bothering you. You know that's who I am.
Today, my mum finaly asked me why we have to apart. I bearly not gonna answer her. But for avoid her worries, and keeping ask, I said I did something make Kevin back to America.. I told her if I can't get what I have,I can't allow someone else have. That's me. Actually, I still feel pain for talking that with comming tears. But I bear my tears in eyes because I want to put this in my heart. I don't want to talk more by upset. I know that must be upset your parents too.
Hopefully I still can write my diary here to instead bothering you. You know that's who I am.
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